Thursday, December 1, 2016

She screams

she screams

Another drop
Of blood
To add
To her
Collection
Of unrest

A scar
To bare
A distant stare
Won't bore you
With details

The bridge
Is hanging
By
A thread
She's praying
It will hold

The flames
They dance
Around
Her feet
She's gonna
Soon explode

And she screams

Friday, November 25, 2016

Salvation

With no one to hold your hand
Or guide you through the dark
Alone we are in this world
In this world we embark

Even as steps may become leaps
And wings can bring us down
Feathers are sure to shed
As we collapse on the ground

So there's just one thing to ask
Someone I want you to meet
A friend of mine I'd add
He will help you on your feet

Thursday, November 24, 2016

What is a writer?


He will take you up a mountain 
With nothing more than a turn of the page
He will fulfill all of your dreams
Without increasing your age
He will bring your nightmares to life
As he sings you a lullaby 
He will transform you into your best
As he teaches you to fly

Chain My Heart To Yours


I wanna lead you
Hold and believe you 
Never deceive you
I love you 
I need you
Alive,
I can breathe you
Under the stars
We both compete with 
Affection that we give
Our love is a sin, but
Don't be quick to judge

The jury is sleeping 
As dead as romance 
The jester is weeping 
They cut off his hand
For stealing her heart
Cause theft is a burden
On all broken hearts
Shattered dreams
And battered screams
Your my work of art

No matter the quarrel
The flaws or the distance
Love is a bond as 
Real as existence 
So before I steal your heart
I'll give you mine
So we will glow
And our love will shine

Friday, November 11, 2016

Breakfast pastime

The kitchen remained silent. Once a place of aromatic enlightenment, you could almost smell his presence. The egg shells still glossy and crisp lay perched on the top layer of the mini compost jar centered on the window sill.

His breakfast awoke her every morning. His hands holding the thin wooden tray always carried upstairs in a thoughtful fashion. Her smile was sweeter than the maple syrup on her pancakes. His nod complimented.

Not an entire day had passed since he left the kitchen of life and she began to forget. Her mind had wandered farther than a memory could last. Even eternity could not contain her grief.

Monday, November 7, 2016

Everything jalapeño

There I am, eager and committed, with my eyes greater than or equal to my stomach. I could not wait to sink my teeth into what would now be the epitome of gluttony- jalapeño poppers. Of course, now I eat them by the jar, yes by the jar. I consume about two jars a day. They say you are what you eat, but I'm starting to get scared because my sweat now stings my eyes from time to time. What a phenomenal idea I thought.
It's been a decade since prohibition. Our government banned all spicy foods due to an allergy owned by the president. So in order to control the sale and trade of such products, there was an insane tax followed by a complete illegality of the stuff. However, we have found a solution, immigrant smuggling, yes from taco country itself. A 16 Oz jar now typically costs me my whole paycheck, about $900, but it was worth it, much worth it.

Three years later, I can't get off this stuff. I'm going crazy and putting it on everything. From Angus burgers to ziti with extra cheese, I'm getting carried away. I came home last night to find my family. They were gathered in the living room and glancing at me, saying things like your pepper addiction has gone too far, we love you, we want to help you change, we care about you, we're here.  No you can't take them away. They're a part of me. I can't live without them...

Hello, my name is Jeff and I'm an addict. Hi jeff, tell us your story...

The gutter isn't getting any friendlier. I'm so desperate that I attempted to rob a lady just so she could pepper spray me. A homeless man approached me asking how I got here. I told him my story. He said some people are lucky and that he'd been on more hardcore peppers like cayenne and habenero. He said jalapeños are gateway peppers and that I might be as unfortunate as him. I asked what happened to him. He said his whole family was run over by a tractor trailer carrying hundreds of boxes of premium pepper blends, all headed for the white house. Because of the fatality, the president is still alive but at the cost of his loved ones. He advised me to turn back while I'm still young.

I'm a pepper addiction advocate now. I help people who struggle with the same problem I had. One of my clients asked what brought me to the field. I said you know those appetizers they have at nice restaurants with jalapeños and cheese in a breaded crust. He said you mean those delicious poppers. I love them. I responded, STAY AWAY FROM THEM!

Sunday, November 6, 2016

WHERE THE BRIDGE CUTS OFF

So there I was, in the dark, fumbling for my headphones. I was disgusted by the indecency of my upstairs neighbors. I mean, did they have to do it every night. I gotta put on some music to distract myself. Damn, they were all tangled and you know how frustrating untangling headphones is, especially when your desperate for an audio fix. Thump, thump! I am getting irritable. I was irate with steam coming from my ears and the gears in my head squeaking. Each pound from above was another nail being shoved into my head through my ears. My head ached with a tension as great as the thick cables on a suspension bridge while a herd of tractor trailer trucks embarks upon them. Bang, bang!

[upstairs]: “Tommy, simmer down. It's getting late and we have neighbors. Come over here so I can put your pajamas on.”
“i don't wanna go to bed!!' He stomps on the floor as hard as an earthquake wrecks the city line.

She had a hard day. Ted, her boyfriend walked out the other day and the bills needed to get paid. They are cutting hours at the restaurant and she might not have enough for the rent and the utilities. She was a hard worker, she had a hard job but she was a great mom.



Her name was Jeanette. She worked at the local diner and tips were mostly what fed her son Tommy. One afternoon, on a rainy day, as I rush to get to a dry place, I stopped in. Even though we lived in the same building I wouldn’t find out until much later. She had a pretty face—one that I would always remember. She had Hazel eyes and chestnut hair. I accumulated an acute affection for her. I had no idea of her love life let alone that she had a son. I ordered the special, a bacon cheeseburger medium-well with extra caramelized onions. The wait was short, I admit and once I bit down on it, the burger became my usual choice as I continued to go every day, on my lunchbreak.

[a few months later]: It was soon time to head home on a Thursday evening and, after work I couldn’t wait to get home and watch Netflix. I entered the building, pressed the elevator button, and to my surprise, there was Jeanette.
You live here, I asked.
 She nodded, floor 3.
Oh I  live on floor 2, do you hear those noisy neighbors.
No, my son makes so much noise at night I would think people would complain but no one has. I guess I’m lucky, I mean after the father of my child left me a year ago